Im fucked up! (121010-2007hrs)

Bru pas smyg mghrib, n ak rs mcm half emotional plak.everyhting started like this.
4.30pm - msg "her"
5.00pm - msg deliverd n she replied (2 times, msg yg sama).ak x trs reply.ak hold dulu dlm 30 mnt.
5.30pm - ak reply n smpai skang msg tu x delivered2 lg! fuck2!!!


so, skng ni ak rs mcm nk cek plak phone dia ngn mmbe customer service ak.bpa byk yg dia msg ari2.sape yg die msg.tp ak takut ak get hurt!!


she said she loves me but y she treat me like this?? hurm...player! rite?? player is the rite answer.


so, now i decide to not msg her unless she text me 1st.haha


sshnya prasaan ni.byk bnda yg ak pk.
1. rs nk trs trg n nk clash je - (tp ak takut kalo dia mmg da brubah, x nk msg beria2 tp still suka ak tp bila ak da ckp cmtu dia kcewa n trima clash tu.pastu ak yg nyesal! )
2.  ak rs nk permain dia.layan je pe die wat.ak bukan rugi pape pon.msg skit je pon. (tp bila ak lyn cmtu, ak rs mcm dia suka ak,n bila ak rs cmtu, ak jdi paranoid balik).




papepon, ak da dcide amek decision ke2, n dlm msa yg sama cri awek baru.bila ak da suka awek tu, bru la ak bole clash ngn dia,at least ak da x rs sedey.kan? kann? people.help me! need couple advise!


anyway, im going out for badminton later!!! God, i love badminton! n How I met Your Mother n her.hahaha


c ya!