I know she is hiding somthing..
Then, to make everything clear, I told her how I feel. Of course I feel like I was betrayed because all this thing happen when her ex bf contact her back. I was lied 3 times, Big lies! But she said she dont want to tell me because dont want me to get mad.
I tell u what, if u want to be a liar, make sure u r very good! dont get caught..u think im stupid? I know that u r lying. even da kena tipu 3 kali pon, sy still pcaya yg kmu wat tu sbb mmg x nk bg sy mrh..sbb sy yakin yg kmu baik..tp suma sign yg kamu bg nmpk mcm apa yg sy fikir tu silap...
ok, back to the topic, then, I text her..somthing like this..
ssh la cmni, tiap kali nk dptkn explanation dr kmu, kmu snyap.cmni la, sy xmo kmu tipu sy, klo kmu ada apa2 mo ckp, better kmu ckp skang.sy bole trima. kalo kmu trs snyap ja, sy assume kmu siyes dgn sy. tp, kalo sy dpt tau yg kmu tipu or juz main2kn sy,sy pon bole jd jht jgk..sory sbb teremo,kita ni jauh, ckp ja yg bole settlekan prob, senyap x bole settle apa2..
Like one of my friends said, skali org wat cibai ngn ak, 10x ak balas...haha..thanx man..
After she received that msg, 2 hours later, she text me, said:
sbnrnya, sy sndri xfhm apa keadaan sy.sy x tpu kmu.sumpah.tidak.tp sy yg x fhm dgn keadaan sy skng.
I ignore her. Im tired of waiting her replied again.
Esoknya, dia ckp dia nk brckp dgn ak. ak ckp ok, tp bukan skang sbb ak ade hal. then, bl ak da settle hal ak, ak msg dia.dia x reply.ak call.dia x pick up.ok fine.mybe dia tdo.mlm tu ak tnya dia, r we going to talk? dia ckp ya, tp skejap sbb dia ada keja.kebetulan ak ada futsal, so ak ckp ok, lewat skit la cmtu.tp smpai kol 1 ak tggu, dia x call...rasa cam fuck kan??
esoknya lg, still got nothing from her.dlm kol 8 mcm tu pon xde ape2 msg dr dia.n ak rs geram sgt..n ak tulis msg2 ni..
1st msg:
Haish, sshnya bf n gf mo ckp.U, i cant stand this situation anymore, when i think there is hope, its suddenly vanished. When I try to not to think of u, u text me n mke me thinking bout us again n i try my best 2 mke sure we can settle this. I replied to ur text.i was there when i think u r waiting 4 my msg.but, at last, im the one that feel like a fool waiting 4 ur text. keep checking my hp.d sign u gve me, i dont like it.i hate this situation happen again n again. n i dont want 2 start hating u.mybe i should try 2 do like u did.take a time off."jgn beria2".hope otak kmu rgn pasni n goodluck in xm.
tp ak x hntr pon msg tu, ak simpan ja sbb ak takut dia trasa.
sejam pastu..2nd msg:
U, i hve my limit. u do whatever u want.just dont blame me when i do somthing bad coz im losing my patience now.its not that i dont even try to fix this thing ok.n ak smpn jgk msg tu..ak x nk dia rs mcm ak ugut dia.pastu ak msg dia tnya tgh wtpe.. then smpai la mlm, kol 12 cmtu, ak call dia.msuk call waiting.dia bergayut ngn kwn dia.pastu bru la ak bole brckp ngn dia.finally.check out what happen next.
never thought that there's also guy who feels like this.
ReplyDeletei am surprised.
coz all this while, i think that only me who always feels like 'bertepuk sebelah tgn' sometimes.
but dude,
be patient.again.
itu je yg i boley ckp.
but then again.
it works.its true.
sooner pr later she'll realize how grateful she shud be for having u by her side all the time.
insyaallah..
thats wht i did.
i too sometimes cant resist myself from loving him regardless of the things he had done. *i mean the bad things
but then again,
love overtake the mistakes he made.
i tried to be patient,
and alhamdulillah..
at this moment i can say he starts to appreciate me again.
make he learns from the mistakes.
BUT u have to bear in mind,
not to be too confident when someone tells you that they love you.. because just like season, people change & so do feelings
so, keep ur feet on the ground man!=)
woohoo! panjgnya komen..
ReplyDelete1 problem with me is, kalo dlm proses tackle menackle, i x ksh nk wtpe pon.kalo die x lyn, i bole je msg2 lg n put effort lg.
tp, once da couple, i rs mcm ego plak ntuk msg2 die slalu kalo die x reply.mybe sbb i takut nmpk mcm bodoh kot kalo i beria2 msg n call tp last2 die x lyn.haha..ntah la..