Yeay!ari ni segala benda yg ak risau pasal nadia which is she pregnant hilang.ujian doc da terbukti.die just sakit dlam perut rupanya.wlopon itu mrupakan satu masalah,tp at least x memalukan ak n nadia.
For me,seriously ak happy sbb ak bole jalankan idop ak scara normal. Utk nadia plak,die mmg pelik skit.die ckp happy skit,x happy pon ade sbb die takut ak tggl die.hurmm..padahal ak x nk tggl die pon.ak just x nk fmily ak tau psl bnda jht yg ak wat je.
Mungkin Allah nk bg signal kat ak utk bertaubat..tp ak still cmni.dalam hati nk brubah.tp psl sex ni ssh skit la.kalo la ak xde nfsu sex,msti dosaak da byk brkurang.
Ape2pon,im happy.yeay!baru la bersemangt nk wat kerja lain.hehehe.
Monday, December 12, 2011
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Shit happen! n this shit is bigger than any other shit i've faced.
Last few days,my skandal nadia ckp die rasa pening2 n mcm nk muntah.1st thing in my mind,shes pregnant.demmit.
Ak da terbayang cmne la kalo die btol2 pregnant.bapak cuaknye aku.ak x nk fmily ak malu sbb ak.mak ayh ak ustaz n ustzh kot.arghhh!
Tp ak sgt yakin yg ak x pncut dlm pon.sgt yakin ok.tp ak pk mybe Allah nl tnjuk sbb ak byk sgt wat dosa.
Then ak gtau kat nadia pe yg ak akn wat kalo die btol2 prgnnt.ak ckp kt die ak bole kawin dgn die tp ak nk sume tu secret.means fmily ak xtau.kwn ak pon xtau.die ckp ok.die bole trima kalau ak tggl die pon sbb die tau ak mmg x prnh syg die.die ckp kalo fmily die buang die pon die sggup.yg psti die x kn gugur ank tu sbb die syg..terharu ak dgr..
Cmne pon,tggu je die abeh period then baru wat pregnancy test..Kalo la nadia btol2 prgnnt,my life would be suck.i lost all my friend,my family.. =( mybe Allah nak tunjuk kat ak ats dosa yg ak buat slama ni..
Ak da terbayang cmne la kalo die btol2 pregnant.bapak cuaknye aku.ak x nk fmily ak malu sbb ak.mak ayh ak ustaz n ustzh kot.arghhh!
Tp ak sgt yakin yg ak x pncut dlm pon.sgt yakin ok.tp ak pk mybe Allah nl tnjuk sbb ak byk sgt wat dosa.
Then ak gtau kat nadia pe yg ak akn wat kalo die btol2 prgnnt.ak ckp kt die ak bole kawin dgn die tp ak nk sume tu secret.means fmily ak xtau.kwn ak pon xtau.die ckp ok.die bole trima kalau ak tggl die pon sbb die tau ak mmg x prnh syg die.die ckp kalo fmily die buang die pon die sggup.yg psti die x kn gugur ank tu sbb die syg..terharu ak dgr..
Cmne pon,tggu je die abeh period then baru wat pregnancy test..Kalo la nadia btol2 prgnnt,my life would be suck.i lost all my friend,my family.. =( mybe Allah nak tunjuk kat ak ats dosa yg ak buat slama ni..
Monday, December 5, 2011
hihi..im sorry nadia.i know i always hurt u.
Hurmm...nadia ni mmg suka majuk.slalu die majuk ak mls nk layan je sbb majuk die slalunye jenis mmberontak.so ak biar je la..tp baru2 ni die ade majuk n die senyap je.ahh sudah..ni yg ak rsau ni..dr ctu ak pk2 blk,mmg byk gak bnda yg ak kasar dengan die..sso,ak pon pujuk la die blk..suara die pon mcm majuk2 suka je..hurmm..dr ctu ak rs best lak,x kn ak da syg die kot?hurmm..owh tidak...
Sunday, December 4, 2011
A Miscall Is Enough to trigger that feeling again! wtf
Got a miscall from my ex aka liar bitch. N voice mail. Listened to it n it sound like someone crying. Hurm, yes I hate U, but i still care. Then I called her, but didnt pick up.
My feeling that was buried months ago, now feels like to crawling out from the buried grave. Fuck, I thought I was OK. I thought I can handle everything. (thankx to nadia.bcoz of U i can forget her a little bit)
So, few days later, she called me,. I answered. "Hellow, sepa ni?" FFUUCCKKK! tu yg kuar dari mulut ko? then ak reply, "apsal tanya sape plak, u yg call?"
haish.demmit.x kn die da lupa no ak?
if lupa, how can u called me at the first place?
whatever it is, i hope im ok. n u bitch, I hope u got a lesson.
My feeling that was buried months ago, now feels like to crawling out from the buried grave. Fuck, I thought I was OK. I thought I can handle everything. (thankx to nadia.bcoz of U i can forget her a little bit)
So, few days later, she called me,. I answered. "Hellow, sepa ni?" FFUUCCKKK! tu yg kuar dari mulut ko? then ak reply, "apsal tanya sape plak, u yg call?"
haish.demmit.x kn die da lupa no ak?
if lupa, how can u called me at the first place?
whatever it is, i hope im ok. n u bitch, I hope u got a lesson.
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