Owh Tidak..Bos aku diterminate..

Skang ak tgh confius ngn prasaan aku...ak mcm nk mggelabah ke ak nk kn takut ke ape ni?

pe punya company sial...slamber je terminate bos ak n senior ak.. (dorng tu consultant as building manager..)

mean pasni, dlm maintenance department, ak n mmbe ak plg tggi...fuck ape?? ktorng bknnya tau pape pon...bodoh pnya Dato'/Bodoh punya Haizura HR! chef kelvin pon dorng buang...

kimak tol...jap g dinner kol 7..skang kol 6.15 n ak still xde mood nk g dinner!!!

fuck fuck fuck! fuck happen!

Mari mengupdate..Dannok!

Wuish...mlm ni mcm nk tls byk2 plak rasanya...mlm2 sblom ni mcm nk tls tp asyik terstop je sbb mls.haha...well, what can i say...im not a true blogger.ikut mood je.hahaha..

tp smalam ak tgok cite social network, mark zuckenberg tu slamber je update blog die..blk kls, on laptop lebey krg 4 5 saat..then trs tulis.da la laju plak tu die tulis. ak nk bc subtitle pon terpksa ulang skit2..hahaha

ok, so, basically, sbb pe aku ada mood nk tulis hari ni? hurm...mybe sbb gaji da msuk kot.so, bila gaji msuk, happy, so bl happy bole la ade mood ntuk menulis.hurm..mke sense kan?? wlopon ak skit sedih sbb x dpt bonus, tp ak x harap sgt pon sbb ak pon blom kompom lg..haha

tp 1 bnda yg wat ak best, 2 hari lps, ak g interview jones lang wootton...dr interview, ak puas hati dr performance aku..ak rs kalo ak x dpt kerja tu pon mybe sbb ak demand gaji tggi kot.hihi..

n 2 3 hari kebelakangan ni, aku asyik main bmton ja mlm2.masa mlm aku abeh untuk bmton je.tp xpe. i like!

n esok mlm, ade dinner company.tema black n white.ak pnjm baju cpg je la cmtu.mls tol nk memikir psl baju ni..

n yg plg korng kena tau psl ak kali ni is, weekend lepas, ak g dannok, thailand! hahaha...family aku xtau pon ak blk kedah.kuang hajau tol aku. hari 1st da kena tipu ngn sorng mamat ni, gelar diri die 'bro".sorng2 rugi rm60 cmtu ngn bro babi ni! argh!! geram plak ak bila pk psl bro tu. da la kami sume 5 org. untung die rm300!!!! damn!! tp pdn muka ak, nk g wat jht, kena la blsan.Allah tnjuk time tu gak.

Ok, so yg ak g wat kt sana is, of coz la oil massage. Kat Oscar Hotel. RM50, mmg sdp die urut.korng kena bogel pastu die letak towel blakang korng. pastu nnti die tnya nk urut ping pong x? mksud urut ping pong tu is, urut skrotum korng n konek korng la. kalo nk, kena tmbh lg rm50. haha...dua kali ak wat massage tu.nikmat giler beb!

pastu ak try g tiger show gak..overall habeh la rm40 kat club tu...sbb bg tips kat pompuan dlm tu.tp mmg korng bole usya kaw2 la pompuan bogel.dorng siap ngendeng2 kt korng la..hahahaha

ish3x...berdosanya ak....cpt2la aku insaf..Amin...

I want my old life back...

I want old me that never felt the meaning of love....
some said that u should be grateful because u've feel it...
im grateful....but i really dont like the ending...its been 2.5 months n y i cant still forget her??

should i be bad?
should i screw every girl i met?
but how come i can make her like me if me myself dont really like her..
n i know for now i just miss u .
but the facts too cruel.

Bila Haku menulis..

Ok, my life sucks. sena x msg ak lg sbb ak wat prngai..marah die...
nadia psycho pon x msg ak sbb ak x reply...
n una pon x msg ak sbb ak x msg dia dlu..

haha...aku pon xtau ak suka or x feeling ni..
tp ak rs cm sunyi plak..wth happen to me?
or mybe becoz of this date?? 17 jan 2011?
oowhh...i still remember the solid capricorn glass i gave to her...
efff.....
this feeling is so sstrong...i though i already forget u...
sighh.....God please help me..
zaki n cpg pon xde kt rumah skang??man tdo...
Im lonely!!!!!!

N I miss u So muchhh baby...

N my friend already started his own blog..n he asked for mine..nahh..thats not gonna happen..
i dont want to look pathetic n loser...

8 months ago, u make me enjoy life so much......
and 2 months ago, u make me learnt the meaning of pain...
i dont know...part of myself wat u to suffer...parts of it wants u happy...
i really cantttt...

owhh....i dont think i wanna stop here..
i hope i can be as good as eminem..
make me popular..n mybe u will have a glance at me again?

Happy Birthday Kamu..

17 Januari...Hari ni bzday si dia..tp aku mls nk wish sbb kalo dia reply nnti, akn wat ak tingat dia blk...

Anyway, I still want to wish U a Happy Birthday...

So, Happy Birthday ayin...Take Care of Yourself..be a good girl..

Syoknya Saturday!

Untuk sape2 yg da bekerja, istilah Monday Blues sure slalu dgr kan..haha

Tapi ape istilah untuk penghujung hari jumaat and hari sabtu eh? aku mcm x prnh dgr la plak.so, ak pon memandai2 la letak syoknya saturday..

Then, konon2nye untuk nak appreciate cuti kita, sesetengah org guna full day tu untuk berehat2 kat umah.ade yg tdo shari suntuk bls dendam.qada yg mne yg tertinggal. Ade org ckp, kalo tdo je memanjang 1 hari tu, rsa mcm rugi plak.cuti spatutnya penuh dgn aktiviti.wyg ke shopping ke, naik broga hill ke.ape2 la. n ade gak org ckp kalo penuh dgn aktivti, rasa mcm cuti tu cpt sgt la plak.xde msa nk rehat2 n bersenang lenang kat rumah.haha

Tapi ape2pon, bg aku, kalo cuti, x ksh la pe yg aku wat samada dok rumah ke keluar ke, yg penting, kn meriah.kena ade mmbe2.haha..baru best.

N pg sabtu kalo pegi breakfast pgi2 tu, rasa masyuk je. x yah pikir pape psl keje. bole usya2 awek yg x bpe nk cun. bole layan teh tarik maple n roti telur. plus layan cite kat astro die plak.tadi layan twilight.haha. i love saturday. 

Owh2, here's one tips for u to not be affected with Monday blue..arrange je 1 aktiviti yg best samada ahad malam or isnin mlm. So, dlm msa korng rasa x best sbb nk bekerja on Monday, dlm masa yg sama korng rasa excited nk tggu aktiviti yg best yg korng da arrange tu. Ape2pon, it's just a psychology. hahaha..

Have A good saturday!!!

Hows Girl's Mind work?

Disclaimer: Aku cakap ni based on my experience n housemate aku..capang.

Knape pompuan kalo ade masalah, die nk kita dgr...ok, part dgr tu x jdi masalah..i still can handle that...ikhlas..haha

yg x bole blahnye, bila kita da dgr n kita bg pendapat or solution, dorng x nk trima..ok, nk bg jelas lg, contohla sorng pompuan ni ngadu psl satu masalah die yg solution die mmg 1 dunia tau either  A or B je. So, bila aku advice bg solution A, die cpt2 ckp kalo pilih A nnti, x bole tu la..x bole ni la..ade sje alasan ntuk x nk plih A tu...ok fine, then aku suruh la die plih B, then die still bg jwpn yg sama...ade je excuse ntuk x nk pilih B.abeh tu pe lagi ko nk wat?mmg solution die antara dua tu je.so ko pilih la mne2.kalo ko sgt2 x sure pon, at least ko kena pilih gak.so dari ko tensen2 diri ko tp still x decide, better ko decide slh 1 option n doa yg option yg ko pilih tu is a good decision. kan senang?? takut sgt nk pilih.....................eeee! Menjengkelkan..

n i hate stupid girl. so annoying.

Bloggers..My opinion..

Tadi ade la merayau2 kat blog2 orang..nk cari bahan bacaan yg best..pastu,ade la satu blog ni, x igt lak name pe.ak da tutup tab die..ckp psl camne nk bykkan traffic ke blog korang..

n dari ctu, ak wat kesimpulan yang ramai2 org wat blog ni kadang2 mcm da lari dri tujuan asal...punya la nk kejar traffic, sampaikan semngat cari bahan2 yg best..kdg2 wat entry psl blue la ape la..

then, ade lg entry yg aku baca psl die punya pendapat dgn dunia bloggers..dari pendapat aku, blog ni mcm tmpat  untuk luahkan perasaan, nk kongsi cite die..(i mean kalo individual blog la.) .. n thats y aku wat blog. sbb aku rasa nk cita mslh aku..tp kdg2 mcm mls nk cita ngn org yg kita kenal sbb kdg2 rasa mcm loser plak bila bercerita psl putus cinta ni...eff btol la..

n dari pndangan aku jugak, aku tgok blog2 bdk pompuan byk letak gambar2 dorng...wlopon aku x nafikan yg aku suka tgok, tp aku still rasa dorng ni mcm mntak puji je...sory kalo ade yg trasa.pandangan aku.ikut suka aku la.haha..

n aku x nafikan jugak, it feels good to know that someone reading our writing...

Masturbating in Girl Community, Normal or Abnormal?

Smalam ak lepak dgn aryl, ikhwan n yana kat nasi lemak ampang point.

Yana pkai tudung..n lepak dgn 3 org laki..

Macam bese la, ktorng ni kalo lepak ngn yana suka sakat2 die wat lawak2 lucah.bukan untuk tujuan seks ok, tp just for fun sbb yana tu ubi..die x sedar pon bile die nk defend diri die, automatik ape yg die ckp tu mengukuhkan lagi keubian die.sory to say ye yana..hehe..tp xpe, ubi tu yg wat ko cute.. =P

So, point die skang, smalam lepak itu berlaku antara 1 org pompuan + 3 org laki. N topik perbualan kami is mcm2, n topik yg ak nk cita is psl masturbating. So, smalam masa lepak, ak dgn aryl n ikhwan kacau2 yana wat lawak berbaur 81SX. so, yana ckp la, "weh, korang cakap la slow2, malu aku kalo org lain tgok ak lepak ngan korng smbil sembang benda2 cmni..wat malu org imej bertudung je.."

So, ade la 1 soklan dari aryl.. " Eh, korang benda tu perkara bese ke pe eh?"

Yang yana ni plak da nama pon ubi, die igt pe yg aryl maksudkan tu is "perbuatan bdk pompuan smbg psl seks"..tapi pe yg aryl mksudkan is "masturbating".

Ktorng pon explain la kat yana yg bdk laki ni, mostly slalu masturbating..so, ktorng eager la nak tau samada the same things happen to bdk pompuan jgak...btol ke?

So, jwpn yana : "eh x la..seriously, ak brani jamin x..."

Ok, jawapn tu i like.because aku harap sgt bdk pompuan baik..jgn la jd cam bdk laki..

So, kalo anda pompuan, would u mind to drop any opinion n speak out the truth? i dare u.haha..no worry.we dont know each other.just a topic.


p/s: lg 1 keubian yana. smalam die start kerja tmpt bru.tmpe keje die ade anjing.dia takut sgt smpai terpeluk blakang bos die.bygkan 1st day ok!! kalo ak jd bos die, mesti ak nk amek byk2 anjing kerja ngn aku. nk interview.mne anjing yg kejar org, ak amek.yg x kejar org, ak x amek..haha

n yana akan bertunang dlm 2 bulan lg.tp die takut kalo2 die bertunang, die da x bole lepak ngn ktorng..goodluck yana.. =)

Hana Tajima

I know im a little bit slow to propa about her..haha..

But u guys better check this chick up..

Smart.Cute.Stylo

So, Please google "hana tajima"

stylo tu.....

Perkara Bodoh Hari Ini..

Hari ni before g kerja, aku tengok baju maroon yg aku pakai n aku prasan ada somthing mcm kesan peluh + deodorant kat part ketiak baju ak tu..then, ak terpikir, bila pakai, org mesti x prasan punya kesan tu sbb kalo aku kepit ketiak aku, dorng x nmpk la.then, aku amek baju tu, cium2 skit..

n slamber pakai g kerja..

20 minit ats moto..

30 saat dlm lift...n aku prasan satu kenyataan yg sugguh fuck..

rupa2nya baju maroon yg ak pkai tu is baju yg ak pkai smalam.wth! mcm mne ak bole terlupa yg aku pkai baju tu? xpe, ak wat cool wlopon mggelabah takut org prasan..malu beb! clock in n tnjuk muka kat bbrapa org yg patut tau kalo ak dtg kerje. charge walkie talkie n trs kuar dptkn moto ak.

pecut specut2nya ...wlopon moto ak meraung mcm nk pecah gearbox..

then 40 minit kmudian ak da smpai kat opis ak balik..n xde sape prasan yg baju ak telah bertukar...

NASIB BAIK...

tp cuba korng fikir, bole ke korng igt pe baju yg mmbe korng pkai smalam? kinda hard is it? haha..Chow

08/01/2011-Do U Think Im not complaining about U just because u are so perfect? not because im very patient?..bitch!!

ari ni keje half day.abeh keje kol 1.before blk, k ina n nadia dtg kat aku.cita kat ak psl pe yg dorng  nk aku wat.tegur aku cmne ak patut bereaksi la konon2nye dlm tmpat keje ak yg penuh dgn birokrasi n politik ni.even datuk aka big boss sendri pon x inspiring lgsung.

aku bukannya nk emo sgt dorng tegor aku, ak bole trima sebab ak baru msuk, n byk lg yg ak kena blajaqr. tp dari beberapa sudut, ak x stuju dgn certain2 point. they expect me to learn everything and be as good as 20 years experience people? come on la. experience ak pon baru 6 bulan bfore ni ok.they expect me to be like "this", but they never tell me what is their expectation. they dont even guide me except kamal.*but please take note, kamal never complaint.if he complaint, in a good wise way.i can accept that.

the 2nd big boss talking about a proper training program n job description for us. ( i put us because one of my colleague, also b.e is just new like me.we joined this rubbish company on the same day). and he said about a month ago.tp skang? hampeh, xde pon job description yg aku dapat. expect pekerja ntuk perfect konon.company sndri pon x perfect.x bg ape yg patut kat pkerja.ot claim xde.increment rm30 pon ade ke? sales punya exec xde allowance phone.ak building exec kena share komputer.phone opis pon xde kt meja ak.kena pnjm kat meja org lain.

n one more thing, if talking about work, always mention that staff should give some extra effort la.jgn berkira ngn company.nonsense la! company yg berkira kaw2 pnya dgn pekerja korng x pikir plak?

to dato', please la..ko asyik ckp ko bgus kan? kalo ko bgus sgt, x bole ke ko pikir, kalo org asyik kuar msuk (resign) company ko berkali2, thats mean somthing wrong la with ur management. dont u want to identify these human-masked devil n throw them out? ouch, im forgot. u also one of them. hahaha..fuck top management! fuck kaki ngumpat! 

talking about kaki ngumpat, kaki2 ngumpat yg ak refer ni is kak ina n nadia ..dua2 ekor bicth.kak ina tu pkai tdung, kalo bercakap je, ayat die mngalahkan Hamka. better apply keje kat DBP je. asal die ckp je, otak ak "hang" kejap nk pikir point yg die ckp tu.talking shit! practice nothing!

n nadia, asyik complaint keje byk.bkn keje die la ape la.then skit2 ckp psl B.E x abeh.kalo ko x puas ati ngan bos ko, x yh la ko complaint2 n wat kami yg bersalah.ak pon ade tlg wat keje ko ok? n kalo ko x puas ati ngn B.E aka aku, ko x yh la msg ak dear2 mlm2.ni terhegeh2 msg ak .bila ak x reply tnya die ade wat slh pape ke.yg part "bangang" ak ni plak, ak bole je sabar n layan die. bila die tnya die ade wat slh pape ke, ak ckp xde.ak ckp ak mls nk reply msg die sbb ak demam. Do U Think Im not complaining about U just because u are so perfect? not because im very patient?..bitch!! The truth is, im so sick of u.u r so disgusting u know.

ok, stop talking about work.im gonna talk about my effing love life. since last ak call die time birthday ak, ak gtau die yg ak da maafkn slh silap die. n ak tnya mcmne die ngn syamil? die ckp slalu bergaduh. hurm...thats mean mmg die da blk ngan syamil la.slama 2 bln ak x contact die before ni ak igtkan die still x pilih sape2 sbb rs bersalah.but im so wrong. she has make her decision. me too should make mine. since ak dmm dlm 5 hari lps, ak da jrg pikir psl die. blog die ngn blog bf die pon ak da x check. ak takut la kalo ak check nnti, ade somthing yg bole wat aku sedey. =(    owh shit...nnow blogging about this, tiba2 ak da teringat blk psl die..  arghh!!!

n the truth is, i have a feeling that my demam ni mybe sbb ak demotivated sbb die gak kot..hurm..mybe la..hahaha...tp slh satu fakta yg korng kena tau, skang ni mmg musim demam n selsema pon.ramai org sakit..huhu..ngada2 ah ak..

skang ak try msg2 ngn una. the most matured n loyal girl i've met i guess..but die x bole wat ak ceria. kalo ak ikut otak, mmg ak pilih die.kalo ak ikut hati, mmg x pnya. tp ak play safe, ak msg je mne2 pompuan yg still nak ak. dqna, una n sena. wow! sumenye ade "na" di blkang.hahaha..

i guess i'll be like this till i've met someone interesting n loyal. when i've met her, im gonna fall in love again without worrying to be lied again. because i miss the feeling...n if God has decided that i'll be such a loser to be lied by that someone again, i'll try to motivate myself again like what im doing now. readers, i hope u have a great life.. =)   part of my life is great! i've a wonderful friends aka my housemate.thanx to capang, zaki, azman. (kalo dorng tau ak tulis cmni, mati ak kena bahan.hahaha)

chow.

04/01/11

Now selsema like hell...air idong asyik menitis2 ja..tensi ak..nk menaip ni pon kena dongak ats.wth! ak bknnya reti nk taip pkai 10 jari..argh! such a torture..

but y im stil struggling blogging in my not so well condition? it is because of that bitch.this time, im not refering to my ex.im referring to my office mate nadia elyana.

she's a psycho bitch.yes she is.

dtg keje nek moto ngn laki yg org igt bf die.

in a relationship kat fb with bf die. (bkn yg bwk die dtg keje td tu)

n dlm masa yg sama ade cintan2 ngn technician ak.nama shidi.

ok la, sblom2 ni minah ni mntk2 nasihat kat ak psl die ngn shidi tu.sbb shidi tu tunang org.then, ak nasihat la pape yg patut.n she decide to not contact him.

ok, ade ak kisah? xde kaitan dgn ak pon.

tapi, yg gedixnye, pastu die start msg2 ak.ckp i miss u la ape la.owh what the fuck man.ak lyn besa2 je la sbb die dok sbelah ak dlm opis.kang x lyn, ssh plak ak nk tnya pape psl opis kt die.mklumla, kan ak bdk baru,.

then, smalm die bengang ngan sorng mmbe ak yg msuk keje skali ngan ak, Teo. Teo ni ade x nk wat keje pe ntah yg die suh.ak tau psl ni tp ak wat bo layan je.

then, time ak blk smalm, die msg ak, die ckp die mkn ati ngn ktorng.pastu ak x reply.die msg lg yg die ckp die bkn kuli ktorng..ape2 la pompuan oi...ko x puas hati, ko gtau bos ko la.bos ko yg delegate keje.bkn kami! fuck.

then,hari ni, ak ade smbung wat keje yg die bg last week, .ak nk wat keje tu, ak kn ada access kat komputer die,so, masa ak dtg pg, die x dtg lg.die dtg lmbt.so, ak pon mls la nk kco pc die tnpa kebenaran die.then, ak wat keje ak dgn org len.time ptg, before blk ak pnjm la pc die jap.

masa ak tgh kalut2 wat keje tu, die ngn k ina ni ckp2 pe ntah.pastu ade la ayt dr die ni "dah penat da wat keje org" ..mcm perli ak la tu konon2nya.

eeee...tolongla...somebody slap this woman till die la.!

again, ak bdk baru n we dont know everyhting ok. so, normal la keje2 yg ak dpt tu bkn full load lg.pass skit2 la.yg die ni, dpt keje lebih skit, trs nk emo.ko igt sume pekerja kat cni bf ko?kalo ko emo ktorng nk pujuk? plzzz la.....xde masa ok.lain la kalo ko tu cun, bole la ak consider skit nk tapis2 maki2 ko dlm blog ni.tp tlg la...x cun lgsung.peha berdaki.tu pon nk pkai skirt.sedar la diri skit minah oii..

then, lg 1 case, ak ade usya nor aka awek cun dlm opis ak.trs die tnya ak ade pape ke dgn nor.holy shit.g la mampos ak nk ade papepon.ko sibuk pehal.n smpai skang, kalo ak berselisih ngn nor, ak x bole nk mesra2 sgt sbb x nk kultus2 pompuan jht tu gosip2 ak.

ok, now ak da muak nk tulis psl die. nk stop.lgpon ak demam,nk rehat.mcm besa, ayt kasar.im sorry.

01/01/11

Hari Ni Public Holiday n My bzday..Sementara tunggu mak shopping, aku cek list contact aku ntuk call free..then tetiba rasa nak call die.aku cakap aku da maafkan dia n suruh dia take care..hari ni hari yg x best sbb ak tau dia da mmg btol2 blk ngn ex die wlopon slalu gaduh..i guess i need to stop checking their blog..i really need to forget her..she with someone else..

My New Year Countdown

Actually, i just got back from celebrating new year countdown. 1ts 3.23 a.m now n im so fucking tired n sleepy. tp bnda 1st yg ak wat smpai je ak kat umah is ak cpt2 g blk mmbe ak.cabut broadband die n psg kat lptop ak.

i need to blog out what i feel tonite. if im late, mybe the mood or the specific feeling that i feel now is not there anymore..kalo ade pon, suam2 kuku je..

ok, as i wish, finally, at 12.45 am, i got her text. she text me somthing like moga tahun ni lebih bermakna..then ak reply happy new year, have a good life. (bajet cam cool la kn, konon2 mcm da recover la ni..)..then die reply time kasih, kmu juga ok. =) . then ak x reply. bajet cam ak mls nk lyn. padahal, deep inside my heart, i want her text me another msg or mybe a phone call.. 

ok, time ak dpt msg tu, tgh lyn lagu clubbing kat the curve.bole plak dorng wat concert kat ctu.n dlm 12.30 bru la ktorng tau.cet terlambat. trs mood ak ntuk bergoyang2 n nk kco2 n usya2 awek sbelah terbantut. semuanya sbb die. fuck me! its been 2 months already. y she still affect me???????????????????? this is shit. not a good start for 2011. 

but then, i check my fb account n got a lot of wishes for Happy Bezday + New Year..thank you friends..

got to go to sleep now.my mom need me to drive tomoro..  *_*

anyway, i wish all of u people have  a wonderful and happy year ahead...i really mean it.even we didnt know each other, i believe every people deserves a happiness..hope that my pray can affect ur happiness level in your life.. =)