08/01/2011-Do U Think Im not complaining about U just because u are so perfect? not because im very patient?..bitch!!

ari ni keje half day.abeh keje kol 1.before blk, k ina n nadia dtg kat aku.cita kat ak psl pe yg dorng  nk aku wat.tegur aku cmne ak patut bereaksi la konon2nye dlm tmpat keje ak yg penuh dgn birokrasi n politik ni.even datuk aka big boss sendri pon x inspiring lgsung.

aku bukannya nk emo sgt dorng tegor aku, ak bole trima sebab ak baru msuk, n byk lg yg ak kena blajaqr. tp dari beberapa sudut, ak x stuju dgn certain2 point. they expect me to learn everything and be as good as 20 years experience people? come on la. experience ak pon baru 6 bulan bfore ni ok.they expect me to be like "this", but they never tell me what is their expectation. they dont even guide me except kamal.*but please take note, kamal never complaint.if he complaint, in a good wise way.i can accept that.

the 2nd big boss talking about a proper training program n job description for us. ( i put us because one of my colleague, also b.e is just new like me.we joined this rubbish company on the same day). and he said about a month ago.tp skang? hampeh, xde pon job description yg aku dapat. expect pekerja ntuk perfect konon.company sndri pon x perfect.x bg ape yg patut kat pkerja.ot claim xde.increment rm30 pon ade ke? sales punya exec xde allowance phone.ak building exec kena share komputer.phone opis pon xde kt meja ak.kena pnjm kat meja org lain.

n one more thing, if talking about work, always mention that staff should give some extra effort la.jgn berkira ngn company.nonsense la! company yg berkira kaw2 pnya dgn pekerja korng x pikir plak?

to dato', please la..ko asyik ckp ko bgus kan? kalo ko bgus sgt, x bole ke ko pikir, kalo org asyik kuar msuk (resign) company ko berkali2, thats mean somthing wrong la with ur management. dont u want to identify these human-masked devil n throw them out? ouch, im forgot. u also one of them. hahaha..fuck top management! fuck kaki ngumpat! 

talking about kaki ngumpat, kaki2 ngumpat yg ak refer ni is kak ina n nadia ..dua2 ekor bicth.kak ina tu pkai tdung, kalo bercakap je, ayat die mngalahkan Hamka. better apply keje kat DBP je. asal die ckp je, otak ak "hang" kejap nk pikir point yg die ckp tu.talking shit! practice nothing!

n nadia, asyik complaint keje byk.bkn keje die la ape la.then skit2 ckp psl B.E x abeh.kalo ko x puas ati ngan bos ko, x yh la ko complaint2 n wat kami yg bersalah.ak pon ade tlg wat keje ko ok? n kalo ko x puas ati ngn B.E aka aku, ko x yh la msg ak dear2 mlm2.ni terhegeh2 msg ak .bila ak x reply tnya die ade wat slh pape ke.yg part "bangang" ak ni plak, ak bole je sabar n layan die. bila die tnya die ade wat slh pape ke, ak ckp xde.ak ckp ak mls nk reply msg die sbb ak demam. Do U Think Im not complaining about U just because u are so perfect? not because im very patient?..bitch!! The truth is, im so sick of u.u r so disgusting u know.

ok, stop talking about work.im gonna talk about my effing love life. since last ak call die time birthday ak, ak gtau die yg ak da maafkn slh silap die. n ak tnya mcmne die ngn syamil? die ckp slalu bergaduh. hurm...thats mean mmg die da blk ngan syamil la.slama 2 bln ak x contact die before ni ak igtkan die still x pilih sape2 sbb rs bersalah.but im so wrong. she has make her decision. me too should make mine. since ak dmm dlm 5 hari lps, ak da jrg pikir psl die. blog die ngn blog bf die pon ak da x check. ak takut la kalo ak check nnti, ade somthing yg bole wat aku sedey. =(    owh shit...nnow blogging about this, tiba2 ak da teringat blk psl die..  arghh!!!

n the truth is, i have a feeling that my demam ni mybe sbb ak demotivated sbb die gak kot..hurm..mybe la..hahaha...tp slh satu fakta yg korng kena tau, skang ni mmg musim demam n selsema pon.ramai org sakit..huhu..ngada2 ah ak..

skang ak try msg2 ngn una. the most matured n loyal girl i've met i guess..but die x bole wat ak ceria. kalo ak ikut otak, mmg ak pilih die.kalo ak ikut hati, mmg x pnya. tp ak play safe, ak msg je mne2 pompuan yg still nak ak. dqna, una n sena. wow! sumenye ade "na" di blkang.hahaha..

i guess i'll be like this till i've met someone interesting n loyal. when i've met her, im gonna fall in love again without worrying to be lied again. because i miss the feeling...n if God has decided that i'll be such a loser to be lied by that someone again, i'll try to motivate myself again like what im doing now. readers, i hope u have a great life.. =)   part of my life is great! i've a wonderful friends aka my housemate.thanx to capang, zaki, azman. (kalo dorng tau ak tulis cmni, mati ak kena bahan.hahaha)

chow.