My New Year Countdown

Actually, i just got back from celebrating new year countdown. 1ts 3.23 a.m now n im so fucking tired n sleepy. tp bnda 1st yg ak wat smpai je ak kat umah is ak cpt2 g blk mmbe ak.cabut broadband die n psg kat lptop ak.

i need to blog out what i feel tonite. if im late, mybe the mood or the specific feeling that i feel now is not there anymore..kalo ade pon, suam2 kuku je..

ok, as i wish, finally, at 12.45 am, i got her text. she text me somthing like moga tahun ni lebih bermakna..then ak reply happy new year, have a good life. (bajet cam cool la kn, konon2 mcm da recover la ni..)..then die reply time kasih, kmu juga ok. =) . then ak x reply. bajet cam ak mls nk lyn. padahal, deep inside my heart, i want her text me another msg or mybe a phone call.. 

ok, time ak dpt msg tu, tgh lyn lagu clubbing kat the curve.bole plak dorng wat concert kat ctu.n dlm 12.30 bru la ktorng tau.cet terlambat. trs mood ak ntuk bergoyang2 n nk kco2 n usya2 awek sbelah terbantut. semuanya sbb die. fuck me! its been 2 months already. y she still affect me???????????????????? this is shit. not a good start for 2011. 

but then, i check my fb account n got a lot of wishes for Happy Bezday + New Year..thank you friends..

got to go to sleep now.my mom need me to drive tomoro..  *_*

anyway, i wish all of u people have  a wonderful and happy year ahead...i really mean it.even we didnt know each other, i believe every people deserves a happiness..hope that my pray can affect ur happiness level in your life.. =)