Please dont countdown my birthday again..please..no..im begging u..

Tonite is the nite. New Year 2011 aka MY BIRTHDAY. yes i am.i was born on 1st January 1987.

Im turning 24 tonite. when im 18, i cant wait to be in 20 somthing. eager to know how matured i am n how im doing in the future. n tonite, im turning to 24. i kinda sad rite now because i dont like getting older. when u get older, u get more responsibility. people expect u to be more matured. yes i can be matured. but obviously im not in the right track rite now.

i dont want to have any commitment. im happy with my friend. my love life is suck. just break 2 months ago.im pretty sure if i still with u, i will save every penny to marry u..

what have i achieved? nothing.i just working again about 1.5 months. i just started to saving for my future.saving for previous job come to zero. (negative actually.i dig out my tabung haji akaun) haha..

what's my target for this new year..?
-try to saving in ASB.
-try to get a better salary job.. (but the problem is, im having fun with my current job..)
-aiming for a superbike. at least Kawasaki ER-6
-to be a better man.because a good girl is destined for a good man.
-to cheer up my parent. mom n dad, sure u know i love u.but the problem is, im young, u old.our style is different.hihi..(ank derhaka ni..)
thats all for now.i cant thinking any    more..........

what's my wishes for tonite..?
i wish that she will regret what have she done n at least wish me a happy birthday. for us to be together again is impossible, i dont want to be fucked up by u again. although im a man, my heart still functioning well.my heart can be sad too..

another wish, i hope my 1st crush aka my classmate, ivy wishing me too..thats all..

n some entertaining facts about me ( i think so):
my bzday is on 01/01
renew motor roadtax 01/01
renew license 01/01

n every year, i keep repeating the same joke to my friends..like "hey, please dont countdown for my birthday, i having enough..im a low profile man.." haha....fuck me eh? menjengkelkan.

n for u ayin, i really hope i can forget u..my heart say no, but my mind say yes..

here's somthing for u..
"Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving"


The Script - The Man Who Cant Be mOved..