My Dark Side reveal..Peduli Hape ak, korng bkn tau pon ak sape..

Hari ni aku baca blog obefiend. nice n interesting blog.slamber.cool.write wihtout any limit...

Thats what i wanna do actually...im tired of all the limitation..y? sebab aku selalu nak jaga personaliti aku.aku berubah2 bila jumpa orang.kalo orang ni aku rasa baik, ak pon jadi baik..kalo org ni prngai cam sial, ak pon jadi same cam die r..what u expect? im not good at all..

tapi ramai perempuan yg blom knl ak betul2 ckp ak baik sangat...the truth is, im just a hipocrit fucking liar! but one thing i concern, i dont want anything bad about me be known to my family..i dont want them feel ashamed with me..owh, thats my weekness eh? fuck!

i reeaally want someone i like can accept me even know she know the truth..for now, i've met someone that can accept me..but the problem is, i dont like her..no spark!

ok, now because im in obefiend blog mood, i wanna describe about his blog. several thing i notice is, dlm blog die, die x banyak pakai short form..(x mcm ak, ak mls nk tulis full)..n die jugak rajin mengupload gambar n photoshop..which mean, die punya technical psl photoshop at least msti ok punya la..n internet die pon laju.x mcm ak.

speaking of internet, now i wonder if the reason y me n my fucking selfish ex broke up? its all start when we rarely skype..at first, every night bfore sleep, we will skype like hell...till sleep..n i still remember im watching u sleeping through my crystal eye webcam..damn miss that moment! hope u know how crazy i am missing u!..  but i know u dont..

here got some quote for u ..especially for u bitch!..

"You selfish bitch, I hope you fuckin' burn in hell for this shit" - eminem, cleaning out my closet"

haha..puas hati aku? im writing like crazy people eh? yup i am! im crazy for this girl..the reason y i do this nonsense fucking shit is all bcoz of that bitch!  before this, im fucked up all the people that blogging..but then, i read obefiend blog.n i think im kinda inspired by what he wrote.who cares what am i gonna write? i just want to express my anger n release all my fucking uneasy feeling inside.!

then, talking about release? fuck me! i just masturbating twice! no one at home.futsal n football..im a sportman but that thing dont atttract me tonight...i need rest.i need to do some reading..a quality reading.obefiend mybe...owh god! y am i so exaggeratting this fucking blog? ops before that,,here's a link..http://obefiend.blogspot.com..just copy paste it..im not fucking hi tech guy to prepare u a fancy link..im here providing info.n most of them is my bullshit feeling.so what? sorry is just a good word for u all guys that dont satisfied with me!

Perempuan..

Da sbulan lebih ak clash ngn awek ak..i've make progress to forget her..
N situation skng, ex ak (1st awek) ak contact ak ajk kawin..
ex #2 (yg ak x prnh syg) still msg ak jgk wlopon ak dgn jelas explain kat die yg satu2nya sbb ak bole layan dia is sbb sex!
n ade 1 awek kat tmpt ak bru kje ni, asyik msg ak n cite psl problem die.freehair.byk guys lain suka die.bomba officer pon suka die.tp ak x suka die lgsung sbb x cun pon ak tgok.cmne la guys lain bole suka? xde taste ke?


n plg latest, smalam masa lepak kat kedai tomyan kt area umah ak, ak dgn slambenya mntk no phone awek yg ak usya tu...n dpt...


n hari ni baru ak dpt tau yg rupa2nya die da kawin...


ayin, if u read this.i do miss u.now u know my dark side.all this time, i try so hard to not reveal any of this side to u..mybe u deserve someone better..mybe ur decision is right..

..

Truth

Its been a Month

Its been a month since i curse her..i didnt mean to break your heart...but u break mine 1st..
i dont want to look silly just accepting what u did to me...
i want u to realized n suffer for what u've done..
but in d same time, i really love n care for u..
but baby, now its been a month...i still remember all the things we have done..every time i want to sleep..n every time i wake up..i remember u..i see u through everything..
i know ur love is just a lie n this is not right...i wish i can easily forget u baby...i hope i can forgive u n we can be fren..
but dont u worry, its been a month..i keep trying to make myself busy..
i'll find someone to forget u..
take cre baby..

http://thappiness.tumblr.com/

Feels good to know someone that have same problem like me..

2 weeks after..

“I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me – I’m going to smile.”